Wednesday, July 30, 2008 Y 10:02 PM
I feel that i can't take it anymore
Is not any people fault
Is my fault
I been torture by this thing about 3 week long
Is not punching the wall can settle anymore
I feel very very tired
My brain is not function anymore
My brain is dead
Dun feel like going any lecture that why i skip them all
Is poly life really like this
I feel stress
I feel unhappy
Even sleep i also can't sleep well
I feel like jumping down from the big window from my hourse
I dun care about lab test , quiz, assignment or what la dun have the mood
If fail just let it be
Take sub paper or what i just take it la
I wan to be the happy me but is not possible anymore
That why good people alway die early
Becos that wire inside the brain reach it limit and just lost control of it
I will be self fish
I will be unreasonable
I will be alone
I will not be the usual me again
Just wish i can make it to my next birthday
If not i will end my life just like this
