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Duration taken: 19 day
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Yesterday i almost out of control lo just because of the 2pit lab lesson (someone in the class make me darn angry), once i out of control if i dun hit something to release my anger i dunno what will happen lo (yar hit something again and my hand hurt again), lab (any lab lesson) actually is one of my favorite lesson that i like to attend and dun wish to miss it but now i feel it is irritating ( duno what la i dun like saying the reason out), and once i feel irritate i will get angry very very darn easily and when i started to get really angry i will ignore almost everything yes everything , very moody and my eyes will turn red so is not very nice when i get angry.

Anyway lucky we still got watch the movie "don't mess with zohan" haha ( by skipping the math lec for han birthday and mct lec for movie) is so funny la i almost forgot i get angry in the morning lo haha ( thx za for the movie ticket ) and btw i must say sorry to han that i almost use my whole body strenght to the throw the water bomb at you ( because i still angry at that time, so sorry huh haha).

Ok let talk about today , i finally pass all my theory exam hahah ( basic failed 2 time then passed , advance 1 time passed now applying PDL ) i was so shock that i can pass my final theory in just 1 time lo by studying only a hour at home lol, dun know what can i say man i was just lucky only ba. Then after that meet za go queen town again to see the actual size of the shirt for everyone and pay the deposite to make the shirt (we two try the shirt here and there dunno how many time lo until the uncle almost cannot tahan us anymore haha).

Then after that i meet cj at bugis mac around 430pm ba , while we are eating our mac spicy meal a few kid (age of 12) come and sit beside us lo (the table is serprate de) one of them sit very close to me lo like i know him like this and the way they talk dun look like a age of 12 will say one lo example Pxx, cx, fxxx, sxxxcxxx something like that la haizz i dunno know what to say lo.

Hmmm dun know what am i going to continue write, i just know my brain now is only project and other staff, hope i able to finish my tele and law by next week, end here.

The Three GUM BALLSSSS

hi shir welcome back from your oversea holiday and thx for buying me three nice gum balls for me as present (now i have five balls wow that alot haha), although the gum balls is expiry from the due day of 01 05 2008 but i still finish eating every single one of it, i can tell u nice is nice but is very hard like stone and is also very hard to chew lo i almost drop all my teeth lol... just kidding.

To sam:

hmm sam i know u feel sad for certain term test paper that u get back this week, but plz dun do something 2pit to yourself hor is not good one u know , next exam i sure u can done well de so dun be sad , me , kh and ben will help u de so be happy ok.

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yar already pass 11 day , the way that i behave have start to change, change back the way that how i treat a friend, a very normal friend , yar most the people can see how big is the different that i treat the person i like ,i dun like or just a friend...

Today go queentown with kh ,tt, nw and za to check out the price of our class t-shirt and i eat a core peppermint ice-cream with za ( peppermint one of the favour that i like). After that we decide to go home, so amazing right that we meet at 230pm then go home around 4pm that why i have nothing more to write in this blog haha( wow if i know like i rather dun go haha). School reopen soon wish i will be alright by that time . .

Yesterday i went Pulau Ubin cycle with kh , cj , sam , sy, ys , farhan and ben ( although i dunno how to cycle) but i learn it in 1hour and 30min thx to all my teacher lol (finally i so happy i maybe the first one or second in my family know how to cycle lol). Since it was my first time know how to cycle and i know i will have alot many bruises and cut all over my body but still i want to continue cycle with them because i dun wan to spoil the trip.

During our first destination of our trip is to go to a coconut store around in the middle of Pulau Ubin (not very sure becoz i not holding the map with me) but in the end the store didn't open , only me , farhan and sam stay there and wait for other ( they are plucking durian or what lo not very sure haha) then sam ask me and farhan do all funny pose near that store to take photo.


then we continue our trip we saw two komodo dragon, a few wild boar 2 small one big , monkey, birds and wildlife ( like night safari lol), finally we reach one end of the Pulau Ubin and of course before i reach here i dunno fall down how many time liao but i not hurt so badly la then we see a very very nice view lo , so sad we didn't take any picture of it wasted .( nvm next time if i go again then take photo of it ba).

Now is second destination of our trip the museum of the organic animals which is the other end of the Pulau Ubin, haizz we are getting very tired , sunburn , abit shortage of water ( although we drink and buy alot of water before we continue but is still not enough la), sam keep complaining of the mosquito keep biting her ( maybe all there are male like to suck girl blood lol) anyway this is first time sam come to Ubin ba that why she cannot use to it but she is still brave enough to continue the trip good job sam lol.

after a few km of cycling we finally reach the museum of the organic animals and we also only left 15min before the place close haha of well done man, but in the end no sign of any organic animals why because it already high tide that why lol, and of course we dun waste our time to come here we must take photo here and there.

The museum of the organic animals

Finally it time to return and go home, this is the part where my life are in danger ..... arrr how should i start ok, during on the way back we reach a steep and rocky slop, so i start to ride down, at first i thought is just a normal slop that i have been ride on a few time earlier but is not, it getting more and more difficult to control my bike and my speed is increasing and increasing, so i quickly press my brake but something dun feel right my speed didn't reduce but is still increase and i try to dodge anyone infront of me lo ( in my mind now is thinking which part of my body will be separate from my body and other thing), finally i fall, i fly off from my bike ,hit on to the rocky floor with a very large impact and my body flip a few time after i hit the floor.

OUCH! i'm hurt but i still in one piece and i still can stand up quickly and jump around lol, i so happy i still alive (i thought i hit my head on to the floor but in the end is my back hit it) , thx to the god that protect me, but from now i can't ride the bike anymore le i hurt my hand and i can't bang my leg dunno why lo, i just slowly push the bike back to where we begin.

Everyone was extreme exhausted after this trip but it was fun after all and i gain something which is i know how to ride a bike (no pain no gain) . Hopefully next time we can come back to this place again but i dun get myself hurt so badly again lol.

Wow so many thing only $14.90 person with member card cheap rightz

In that K box room is really really very cold lo until ting ting go and ask the lady that serve us and told her " do u sell any jacket here i am freezing" , and that lady get shock sia dunno wat to say lo hahaa, during my turn to sing the song that i pick for myself ( a sad song la) cj thought i'm cry sia ,so kh touch my back then i can't control myself and laugh out loud hehe , i tell them i not crying la this song is wat i feeling now that why my voice when singing that song is like i crying lo. Then when i sing half way she sms me lo and i was so shock that she say i find her for wat (btw she just wake up not long ago), but i dun remember anything that i send her any sms ba , then i ask her wat i send lo and after her reply i found out oh shit i was the one that send the sms to the wrong person again lo ( second time liao leh better dun have third or fouth time ba and luckily is just a normal sms only.

After singing we decide go to a nearby coffice shop to have our dinner, cj tell us that at that area got one very famous chicken rice very nice , so we walk and walk and find and find and search and search until almost i feel that eat mac better then chicken rice lo hahaha but finally we still found that chicken rice store .( in 1year i almost 273 day are eating chicken at home lo so if posibble plz dun ask me go out eat chicken rice hor but other can la haha). And of course we go to our usual place to eat dessert .

Around 9.30pm ++ cj ask me dun go home first la still early lo, so we go to a coffice shop there slack and talk lo, and wat is the thing can we talk about of course "ys" la haha, we talk about around 3 hour + lo if i not wrong then i just send her to the bus stop and wait bus with her lo then i go home ( see i so gd hor). What a day i have and i dun know wat is my emotion feel like now, happy, sad, confuse or whatever la everything soon will be history.

Here the 2 song that how i feel at the moment:

思念是一种病( By 张震岳 )

当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生试着体会
试着忍住眼泪还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈

当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
鼻息

汲汲营营忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚么蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离变成回忆

当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
oh 思念是一种病
一种病

多久没有说我爱你?
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人?
当这个世界不在那么美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及

当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
oh 思念是一种病一种病

轨迹 (by 周杰伦)

怎么隐藏我的悲伤
失去你的地方
你的发香散得匆忙
我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛还能看见
你离去的痕迹
在月光下一直找寻
那想念的身影
如果说分手是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白
我会发着呆然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
又想那一年你温柔的脸
在我忘记之前

心里的眼泪模糊了视线
你会看不见

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haha my whole body system is formatting , tree will be back in no time ( i need more more time).

To:Sam

thx you sam huh make me eat so much now i still very very full lo, yar i need time to recover my system lo, today actually ho i act happy on my external view only, because i dunno wan to show my internal side(which mean i sad la) to her ok , so as u say i maybe recover faster after i found my right girl so is up to me , enjoy your holiday that all i can say....

To:Shir

thx you shir no need to worry about me ok i will be fine because my darker system is starting to load (My plan) , because where it begin it will also where it end so just let time pass to curse myself. Btw u soon going oversea right wish u have fun ok, bring something back from there for me haahah just kidding have fun.

In this cold cold night I finally got someone to help me to confirm the answer that I wan to know it long time ago and the answer is what I expected, I knew it when they talk, studying, eating, playing, making fun of each other and come late together to take exam……

Now I dun know why I feel so uncomfortable, my eyes is full of tear that I dun wan to let it drop, I just keep controlling myself but I just can’t help it… can’t help it……………………………… dunno how to continue to blog just wish I dun go back to be the one with no emotion, no feeling, no laugher and keep avoid the people that I like, that kind of me….

What I going to do, I dun know, dun feel like doing anything, just nothing, really really nothing….. just let me cold down… dun know tonight I going to sleep or stay awake haizz…

To shir:
In this early mid night shir i show you wat my secret is (I think you already knew it long time ago ba) and the reason why I not telling her I like her (my eye full of tear again haizz sorry can't help it) . . . Maybe you are right shir this is just part of life so dun worry about me too much okay and actually I am not good at hiding my own secret but I kept other people secret pretty well so that me anything much to say . . ..

And yea you know wat shir although you tell me dun be sad but do you know I actually controlling myself dun let my tear drop when I explaining the content that I show you and I dunno why (dunno wat kind of feeling is this can't explain). . Although I feel a bit moody but I still feel quite happy when I talk to her yesterday in msn( is before 12 am la ) she say "ni zai zuo she men" then my mind flash out the image that she is speaking that line ( wat I wan to say is that she look very cute when she speaking mandarin lei :) ) . . . .

Now I also dunno how to continue to write my blog le nvm any way shir I trust you that why I tell you so many thing (maybe not much also) but I wan to say thx u to you to be my ear and sorry to let you tell lie to them (I think you know who I referring to ok). . Hope before you go oversea we go catch a movie okay that all.

By: suize the bear

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