Monday, May 12, 2008 Y 9:42 PM
Today is a monday, althought school start at 12pm i need to wake up early around 9am to go to the the posb bank to get my new posb G0! card (since last sat my card eatten by the posb machine ha ha...) . It take such a long time to just get the replacement of my card lo i almost late for my lesson.
But is ok i'm just on time around 12.05pm ba not very sure also and is happy to see the first person of my day is her , my heart is pumping so fast and i dunno what to say to her just tell her i going to the lab first (why shouldn't i wait for her haizz). Through out the day i can't stop thinking about her lo during the icapp tut, math lec and telecom lec, althought she talking to cj about sumthing(i duuno la only can see they happily talking) but i have this kind of weird feeling that i also wan to say sumthing to her la but i didn't i just write some of my feeling in my lec note (in chinese word) that all.
Finally here come the end of the lesson, while we walking up the stair i saw she feel pain on her leg muscle (because she do jogging yesterday evening Wow so healthy right got exercise one leh.) , abit heart pain leh...Soon she and sam go meet shir,....me,kh and farhan go to lib to do mct project .(haizz dun feel like saying good bye to her lo, wish i can stay with her the whole day just me and her but is impossible).
When in the lib half way doing the mct project kh say ''die la u already 2 week u still have the feeling on her haha"(of course farhan duuno anything about it or understand because we talk in chinese haha). yar true i admitted that i fall in love with her but what to do ... i also dunno wat can i do, i just a fat ,short teddy bear and suzie shu shu. This is a kind of feeling that i also can't control it my self lo... so let it be ba , let the heaven decide for me.
Wish i won't regret about it if i dun tell her/tell her anything ...if not i will also will be like kh frozen(althought my heart been frozen for a long time but now abit melting). that all for today wish tml for me will be a better day.
