Friday, May 23, 2008 Y 12:16 AM
So many days pass this feeling will never stop until i say it out(my feeling on her la). . .it true that cj say:" 幸福是自己争取的". But after one thing that kh say to cj that he know who she like onward . . . My mind go blank (really go blank la i dunno why lo). . . . and also during the break time sam say :"i know your darker secret but i won't tell you " is ok that she dun tell me because sam and shir can say they already know wat my secret is la . . . now my mind got so many thing to think lo but alway one person face will appear in my mind to over write all the image in my head (over write school work,playing game and other haizz. . .).
She is a pretty little girl with a angel heart (i think that y i fall in love with her ba) because of this alot of guy have crush on her ba I'm just one of the guy only lo(other guy i dunno got who also). Let see ba if i really have this chance to tell her i will do it de(but on the right time la). I also scare if she reject me we may not be friend any more lo and since we are in the same project group will feel very 尴尬 one leh you know you know . . . . "ROAR ROAR" WOW my brain can't stop thinking i only can do my school work first to cut down some feeling on her ba and i know this won't help much but this the only thing i can do now.
To cj:
thx for telling me how many guy u reject in your sec 1,2,3,4 life... and how many guy u accept lo and finally u say u won't cry for him anymore , so i won't alway think u wan to go sucide or wat lo ,dun let your friend worry about ok :p.
