Tuesday, May 27, 2008 Y 11:55 PM
“ 没有起伏的情绪 因为你出现後划破平静震撼我已经封闭的心 冰山和雪 在溶 ” this sentence is where it begin. From this past few day teach her school work, talk to her ,try to know more about her , I almost lost control in me that I will do sumthing 2pit ( dun think so much ok is mention about my feeling). Like today in MCT when she looking down on the floor I ask her can she see my finger (I put my hand under the table) she say “of course la “ I almost show her “paper scissor stone” (think it yourself is easy) but I dun I control myself from doing that so ….(nothing happen la).
Then when the time only left me and her(she is in dream land) while sam is in the toliet , kh and far make fun of me lo say wat my heart is “ po po po po po po po” (heart pumping very fast la) I admit got a bit la ha ha (kh and za make fun of me sum more u will know ). Then so sudden teacher ask her do c.programme lo (maybe she sleeping just now) and I dun why my reaction so fast quickly borrow za book want to help her to do the coding. (this is wat I mean I lost control ba haha). Wish I dun do anything 2pit yet because I got one more thing want to be confirm first then I will see wat I will going to do.
To: Kh
Today slap her hand so hard until it turn red right while playing scissor paper stone wan to die huh feel like punching u leh haha kidding only, although I feel heart pain but I know is just a game and she happy can le. I only feel like killing somebody that calls her “DOG” only.
To: Za
Why I like her huh maybe she is my type ba, after I knowing her better and then my feeling on her can’t control any more le ba haha.
